SaRaH’s CoRNeR

Yap…hari ini gw lagi ‘dapet’. No wonder dari kemaren bawaan gw mo marah2 mulu. Tapi biasanya gw kaga pernah se-emosional ini lho kalo lagi dapet. I never been annoyed by menstruation, i don’t feel sick or something, cm kali ini aja agak aneh…i think it’s because of the things i haven’t done. Maybe i am a little bit frustated yach. Since masalah TKHI belum beres, dan anak2 baru itu uda mo datang dalam hitungan 1 minggu. Duh sumpah gw takut banget!!! Trus banyak lagi masalah yang harus gw beresin before i go to Taiwan in the end of this month. Arrrghhh…gw pusing, keki, sebel, bete, kenapa gw gak bisa melakukan segala kerjaan gw dengan baik. I made all things mixed in my head…Pernah gak, u make a resolution that u will make a new step, a new way, a new target, just being new and the best one. But then when problems or works come, u’ll just delay to do it. So, the result then is u blame urself doing nothing along this time. Being regret, feel guilty for the time u’ve lost. That’s exactly what i feel right now. FUHHHH…..

Duh, kepengen banget saat ini ada ‘angel’ (that could resolve all my problems) or maybe someone i can rely on…i wish i were a witch…Well, another stupid thought…i know that i must get along with my problems and resolve it myself. I must be brave and i must go on…(Lho koq jadi lagunya Joy Enriquez OST.Anna & The King, hehe)…

Tiba-tiba, gw kepikiran untuk mengubah nama blog gw, dari ’spongebob’ jadi ‘diary of PO TKHI’. Karena hari2 gw banyak diisi dgn kesibukan ngurus TKHI, mulai dari rapat2 yg gak jelas ampe yg jelas, kegiatan ‘merenung’ gw yg gak penting tentang TKHI, ampe rasa stress dan ketakutan gw….NO, I must be brave…      

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